LH,
You of course were my first real love. I had crushes and infatuation prior to you, but you were the first real taste of devotional love.
You should know I don’t have any negative feelings about us. I my old age I’m able to see that we were probably doomed from the beginning. The creation of our relationship feels more like watching a bartender mix a drink; add all the ingredients and give it a good shake. Consume. Yep, we were always doomed to that end.
I will savor the flavor of who we were, and lament the fact that nobody knows how to make a good drink anymore.